5/18/20
In 2008, I went to the Boundary Waters with my dad for a long weekend. I knew I wanted to go on a Les Voyageurs trip the next summer, and this was my first time in a canoe. We borrowed a canoe, packed some freeze-dried meals that we bought at Fleet Farm and headed north. I didn’t know how to paddle, so I sat in bow. The canoe was a heavy aluminum monster and when my dad asked if I wanted to try and portage it, I climbed underneath the 17 foot reflector oven and thought I would surely die on a Voyageurs trip the following summer.
Fast forward to the spring of 2009. I was assigned my crew and we started preparations for our trip. I learned many little tips and tricks from my guides to make things like paddling and portaging easier. Again, we headed north. Spoiler alert- I didn’t die. It was a record-high year for water levels so many of the portage trails were washed out, and it rained every single day. No really, every. single. day. I had a green rubber rain suit that was ten kinds of terrible, and our packs never fully dried out. Everything was damp.
It was challenging in all of the ways that a Voyageurs trip is designed to be challenging, and then some. But the moment I stepped off that bus at Perkins, I was ready to head back into the bush.
Despite the bad weather, challenging portages, wet boots, and pointless rain gear, for some reason I decided that I wanted go back. So, I guided in 2011. And 2012. And 2013. And 2015, 2016, 2018.
And I think that two of the most important things that I’ve learned from these trips are lessons that have shaped who I am:
- Attitude is everything.
Maybe this is a cliche, but it’s true. Many of the things that we perceive as “hard” are mostly just inconvenient.
Was it hard that it rained for 28 days on my first-year trip? No, it was inconvenient.
Was it hard that the portage trails were washed out? Well, it definitely wasn’t easy, but it made for good stories.
Was it hard to put on wet boots every single morning? Nope, honestly it was just cold and uncomfortable.
I was listening to a podcast the other day and heard a quote that I can’t get out of my head: “You can make the choice to either be a thermometer or a thermostat- you can reflect the temperature of the room or you can control it” (Seth Godin).
On trail, we controlled the climate of each day by having positive attitudes. Turns out you can have fun, even in not-so-fun situations.
- There is water at the end of every portage trail.
No matter how difficult the terrain, how many kilometers long it is, or how many black flies weasel their way into the worst spots, the sparkle of blue that you see through the trees is one of the greatest rewards. Portages can be quick up-and-overs or day-long endeavors. But one thing is guaranteed: There will always be water waiting for you at the end of the portage trail.
I think both of these lessons are particularly relevant in the world we’re living in right now. 59 days ago was the last time I was in my classroom with my high school students. Since then, I have been teaching through emails, recorded videos and Zoom calls from the confines of my two bedroom apartment.
But, reflecting on these two lessons from trail has helped me put things into perspective, and I hope they can help lighten the load for you, too:
1. We get to control how our day goes. Find things to be thankful for, find happiness in simple things… if you’re not happy with the situation you’re in, make some changes. Set the thermostat.
“When we change the way we look at things, the things we look at change” - Wayne Dyer
2. This pandemic is a long and frustrating portage. There is uncertainty about what may lie ahead on the trail. There may be mud, or bugs, or steep cliffs, or slippery rock, or waist-deep loon shit. No matter how long the path may be, one thing is for certain: there is water at the end of this portage trail, too.
Mary Spethmann
(Participant 2009, Guide 2011, 2012, 2013, 2015, 2016, 2018)